As I told you yesterday, we went for tests and today we had to go back to the hospital for chemotherapy. Mommy is very happy to be home again, she wanted to take pictures of me … but I didn’t feel like smiling. ?
Mom and Dad always say that I am very strong, that I am their hero, but honestly, I do not feel like a hero or brave. I’m tired of so many hospitals, I’m sick of smells and I’m still honestly afraid of the pain I endure there. And needles .. always needles .. ??? yesterday they left my branula in the port so that it wouldn’t sting me again today.
I was happy, with one less sting… but it wasn’t easier. You can’t sleep with this branula! Mommy didn’t rest either, she watched me all night. ?If I had a wish, I would like it to be like the beginning! To be healthy … without needles, without pain, medication … and without the worry, I notice on my parents’ faces (even if they try to hide). I know it will be fine .. but I need a lot of treatment, I will go through a lot of pain..and I will feel too many needles. “Please don’t leave us!”
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Lara hugs you dearly! ??
